So, I had a sweet little post to write about what a good night last night was, but I am struggling a little bit now. It was mutual night, and I had a great time with the youth learning to dance for the dinner/dance that we're having next week. All of the kids were such good sports, and they were really cute learning all of the steps. When I got home from church I found the kids in bed, a superbly cleaned kitchen, and my favorite night time snack waiting for me on the counter.
All was well, but then I got a phone call. I had offended someone. I absolutely did not mean to hurt any feelings, but I did. I have run through the situation in my head about a billion times and I just can't reconcile what I meant with what happened. I was anxious about it all night and all day today. It was the last thought in my head before I went to bed and the first one in my head this morning when I woke up. I know I wasn't trying to be awful, so why can't I put it aside? I guess it really comes down to the horrible feeling that someone else assumed the worst of me.
I have cried about it and prayed about it, and I know that it will pass, but for now it hurts my heart.